DEADserious

Growing up, spirits, ghosts and ghost stories were always a part of everyday life. As I got older, I realized that what we my family considered spooky, scary at times, fascinating or funny, wasn’t the norm in most households. In my world, spiritual or ghostly events were talked about like “it happened again, that’s weird, oh well, it’s okay, it’s probably this person, or that person,” (referencing people or loved ones who we knew that had passed), like it was all “normal" and no big deal. 

 Moving into adulthood, experiences with spirit as well as intuitiveness, had evolved and strengthened to a point where a trip to the grocery store and making eye contact and/or even being hyper aware of someone’s energy meant seeing (3rd eye) their entire life story, past life or lives, their attachments, guides, baggage, everything! Talk about exhausting. It had become truly overwhelming to do the most basic of tasks until that one day, getting back in my car after getting some groceries, I told myself, “that’s it, all done, I'm shuttin’ the shi@ down, right now." It was that point that my world, my universe, went quiet. Everything seemed still, calm, and admittedly almost uncomfortably quiet. It wasn’t too long after that, that I had the profound understanding of the change that I had just manifested, and on my terms. That single act had one my life's most substantial impacts on how or what my new life's journey was going to look like. 

 Many years later, all those spiritually grooming, virtually since the beginning, molding years, WERE or WOULD BE my destiny. Was that part of my divine grand design all along? Did all that mind and spirit shaping have a purpose all along? Talk about questions! Now I questioned everything, except… my purpose. My soul’s purpose was to process other people’s scenarios so that I could help them. Turns out, what it has always been about was training and teaching me everything I needed to gain knowledge about in order to be able to handle, manage and facilitate a space, where anyone could come to me with anything related to what we now understand as levels of consciousness, 4D, 5D and up. Basically, everything above this holographic 3D dimension. I now realize that the reason I've experienced and been exposed to, was to understand, period. I was trying to file and organize 4D and 5D+ events, situations, experiences, etc. into a 3D folder. Shocking… it was NOT working, AT ALL!  

 While I didn't realize it at the time, the most pivotal element of my entire life's journey was the evening my father passed. He passed on September, 11th, (9 11 are my numbers), in 2017, at approximately 9:11pm. Now consider this… my numbers have been 9-11 for many years before that life changing day. That evening, I received a text message from my sister at the hospital. We drove what normally would have taken us 1hr 15min, in just 37 minutes door to door. This is where my destiny or rubber hits the road so-to-speak and my real life's JOURNEY began! You see that night, he shared his entire crossing over with me, step by step.